So, I got this crazy idea about a week ago to start a blog. I have no idea why I would need to do this, nor do I know who would ever want to read this. But, I am doing it anyway. So, here goes...

hello, my name is Rae  (lame)

Hey there, my name is Rae and I am a Mom (that's worse)

Rae, that's me. 

I suppose this is where I introduce myself and try to get you interested in reading my blog and caring about what I have to say. 

I am a Mom, I have 2 lovely, beautiful and crazy daughters. A teenager and a 7 yr old. I am almost a crazy cat lady since I have 2 cats that I post way too many pictures of. More on all four of them at a later date. I am divorced twice and am single. (yes, a little judgment is ok here) 

Honestly, I am a work in progress. Everyday is a new challenge  

I am not sure this blog thing is a good idea. I have no advice to give, no wisdom to hand out. I screw up at almost every turn. I told someone the other day, in reference to emotions, to "Put it up and deal with it when you are 80". Yep, that's the kind of person I am. 

I am moody, shut off at times and can turn into the Hulk (a term my teenager gave me) if I lose my keys. I lose my keys everyday, by the way. 

  What I do have, though, is determination for a good life. So, maybe this blog is my way of seeing life differently. Seeing it the way my fingers see it. What I mean by that is, when I write, life starts to make sense. My "bottle it up" emotions come out in a healthy way. I don't let people ever read what I write because it exposes me. Exposes my emotions and feelings and I don't let my feelings show....ever. I am supposed to deal with all that when I am 80. :)

So, if you have made it this far, congratulations to me for not boring you. I might even write again. I say might because I am also a procrastinator, nonfinisher and unorganized hot mess. 

Until next time, 

Rae 

Sincerely, 

Rae

Rae